I know how you feel. I know it hurts and that this pain is very real. The pain that you feel is the same pain that I feel… everyday. I know how it is to be hurt by the people who you love. I know how it is to be hurt over and over again. And then you think… why? Why do they hurt me? They “love” me… don’t they? They will piss you off and sometimes you feel like you hate them…but you don’t and they do love you. And you just have to remember… “Roll with the punches…even the emotional ones.” And pray… for them. And I will pray for you.
I am getting through the hard years. Not without happiness and joy… but still a lot of pain and tears. I wish that I could tell you something to make it easier. But unfortunately all I can say is… stop. Stop and think about it all before you get pissed of at them… all of them. It dose not matter who it is that pissed you off or what it is about. Pick your battles. And not only ones that you will win pick ones you will learn from. I know it will be hard and at time you will lose. But in the end all will be ok. All work for the glory of those who love God.